What I Learnt

I was born in an endless dark.
I saw the light,scared and cried.

With time,I learnt living through the light.
I saw the dark,scared.
In course of time,When the time came,I sent to people who I loved to the dark .
I cried.

I learnt to live…
And birth is the last moment of the life.
I learnt that the time which had stolen from the life between this episodes.
I learnt the time.
I raced with it..
Of course,Then, I also learnt that not be able to race with the time.


I learnt the human.
I also learnt some of them were good and some of them were bad.
Then,I learntthat goodness and evil was inside us.
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I learnt to love.And than to trust.
I also learnt that trusting was more important than loving.
And…I learnt that loving had been built above the trust.

I learnt human skin .
In a short time, I learnt that there was a tin under it.
And…The tin under the skin had been more important than the skin.


I learnt the earth.
Andd….For peace, it must be produced too much bread.
After that,I learnt sharing bread equally was more important than producing too much bread.

I learnt reading.
Then, I got self-conscious about writing about myself .
By the time, All my writing had learnt to me myself.

I learnt to desert.
Then,to return again…
And I learnt that to go inspite of myself…

I learnt to walk on my own at very early ages.
Then, I believed the necessity of walking with the people.
Then I understood that real walking must have been against to the crowd.


I learnt thinking…
Then,I learnt thinking in the blocks.
After that ,I learnt that healthy thinking had needed to break these blocks…
I learnt the meaning of real honor at home.
Then,I learnt that Real dishonor was bestow hand on others’ rights.

I learnt that all of us will die when the time comes…but only some of us had been enjoyed from the life.

So, I love my friends neither with my brain nor with my heart.
Heart stops, brain forgets.
I love my friends withmy soul.
That never stops and never forgets….

5th of February,ISTANBUL TURKEY
İpek SAYINER