years ago i used to wander
felt so wonky on my knees
i was feeling down and tired
always looking for relief
and for a savior
who´d finally raise my darkest thoughts
to the sun

i used my teardrops
to wash myself clean
i had no restrain
now i won´t be no more waiting in vain
i know that i won´t miss my train

yet the mood i´m in is frailty
you´re my force and my despair
will oblivion always help me
will you always be fair?

how many black nights
of cold and ice that stroke me right
to the bone

i shed my teardrops
to make more room inside and let you in
scared by the thought of going insane
those fears have been wasting my brain

years ago i used to wander
still i can´t depend on you
but it´s hard to make my own way.