nothing to recall
what if i just cannot give a name
to what i think there is to blame
i´m only
freezing it out
castaway too
numb to feel
hail or silk or burning steel
i´m wounded by wars
i never really fought
danny says it happens
but i would rather say
i´m deserving my time
to breathe and scream it out
and how would anyone expect me
here to shout
"i´m glad myself is back"
i long to cry out loud
i´ve been outside myself
and frosting in your doubts
but i won´t trail along with...

lithium as i wake up
coffee to anaesthetize my shame
doctors make it harder,
i´d only smoke it away
how can i throw it all to waist,
that bitter taste

and now it´s my turn
to spread it all about
you thought you´d get away
with all your lies so proud?
but i won´t trail along
it´s time to breathe and scream it out
i´ve been outside myself
and frosting in your doubts
but the ice is gonna crack.