i think i´ll close my eyes and wait as the world goes by. won´t see the
same old thing it´s out there everywhere. the thousand wishes i have
had in my life come true. after they are gone i say, "what did i do
that for?" i see this world going in circles around all around me. i´ll
end up mad before life is through with me. guilty old me.

i think i´ll pay my dues and drive real fast to stand in line. then i´ll
wrack my brains to find some chaos. as the image forms i´ll let it
swallow up my mind. time will pass i´ll ask myself "this is a joke
right?" thinking, thinking, thoughtless, but it sometimes seems.
think too much, too hard and it confuses me. rectify myself to all the
things i thought were real or i´ll lock the bedroom door and simply stay at
home. i see...