this sickness it burns inside me
it sticks in my throat i´m gonna choke i cannot speak
besides it runs the fear of the unknown
could this be some reckoning
wrath for wrong i´ve done, comin´ back to haunt me
the god i have denied his power shown
but now i can´t protest although defiant heart it pounds deep in my chest
i know that this will have its way with me
for now i choose to go
i know it´s just the mind tryin´ to interrupt my flow
intentions all fall down
my soul has died
now, this will not die they warned me in church when i was young i could rely
if there´s a god, he´s one i´ve never seen
& now i just lament
did not held the threat i played the cards that i´ve been dealt
like putting out the fire with gasoline
for when i used i lose won´t face the fear of life without something abused
that now i´m forced to find another way
my show your final show
a homicide i tried to warn, you should have known
now i´ll take you with me
show you my pain
feed the need it´s not greed, i figure so what
can you fix the hole
that resides deep in this gut
i´ll fix myself whatever it takes i cannot wait
come & get it, come & get it, get some
i feed the need that twists my mind
time & time again blah blah blah come & get it