i envy your demise
i hope it´s all you dreamed it would be
one bullet in this gun
not sure if it´s for you or me

i envy your demise
with all the guilt you hid away
all the lies that i had spun
and all the times i wished you´d stay

now, all that i´ll ever suffer
all that i´ll ever be
all that i´ll ever ruin
you can always cover me with makeup

i envy your demise
seven hundred and fifty degrees
when it burned it smelled like you
but it scorched and looked a lot like me

i envy your demise
you never said that you´d try
when i had to lose control
lose control to really cry

now, all that i´ll ever abuse
all that i´ll ever see
all that i´ll ever ruin
you can always cover it with makeup

all that i´ll ever limit
all that i´ll ever try
all that i´ll ever trust
you can always cover it with

all that i´ll ever abuse
all that i´ll ever see
all that i´ll ever ruin
you can always cover it with makeup