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(calvin´s parts are italicized)

i just can´t quite explain
why it´s not the same
with you anymore
it´s not that you have changed
or that we´re estranged
i just wanted more

i´ve always lived my life
under watchful eyes
always someone´s girl

you only wanted me
as you thought i´d be
living in your world

your insanity
is not lost on me
mess around with hearts
so easily broke
i still can´t
believe
it´s not all a joke

what do you know
what do you care
how could you think
things were okay
how could i know
behind that stare
you´re on the brink
i couldn´t stay

i´m
scared

whatever you say
i´m
scared

you wouldn´t stay

stop sleeping and start bleeding
i know you´re hurt and it´s not fair
stop dreaming and start bleeding
blood on your shirt and in your hair
it kind of hurts when you´re
(here and) not there

and i can´t quite explain
why you act insane
why you fail to cope
something inside your brain
trips a switch again
and you lose all hope

i´m not responsible
if you lose control
if you go too far
you try and cut yourself
but it doesn´t help
it just leaves a scar

messing around with
hands and glass and games of
smash and and brag, i guess i´ll
have to live with
cussing out
all of my mistakes

what do you know
what do you care
how could you think
things were okay
how could i know
behind that stare
you´re on the brink
i couldn´t stay

i´m
scarred

whatever you...
say
i´m scarred

anyway

stop sleeping and start bleeding
i know you´re hurt and it´s not fair
stop dreaming and start bleeding
blood on your shirt and in your hair
it kind of hurts when you´re
(here and) not there

stop dreaming and start screaming
it´s so hard trying not to care
stop breathing and start screaming
but you´re too much for me to bear
it kind of hurts when you´re
(here and) not there

(amelia sings calvin´s part here)
what do you know
what do you care
how could you think
things were okay
how could i know
behind that stare
you´re on the brink
i couldn´t stay

i´m
scared

whatever you say
i´m
scared

you wouldn´t stay

stop dreaming and start screaming
it´s so hard trying not to care
stop breathing and start screaming
but you´re too much for me to bear
it kind of hurts when you´re
(here and) not there