me and my madness þarký sözü

i hear string in songs when they´re not there
i see things in darkness when i´m scared
i feel cold out when it´s sunny

make a joke and laugh about it
feel like you´re a moving target
wish all this had never started

cut my hair and then i cut my skin
hurt myself instead of hurting him
feels like it´s a nightmare i´m in

say one thing and think another
stay in bed cos you´re not bothered
pray that it will soon be over

he told you that he loved you he´d stay with you
oh you´re a fool
don´t believe what people say they never stay anyway

he kissed me and then he stayed the night
i can´t see that things could work out right
seems as if i´ll mess up some way

hold his hand the world seems all new
understand things when he´s near you
now he´s gone it all seems untrue

he left her he said he cared that he´d be there
when you´re scared
(dont believe what those people say it´s lies anyway)

i don´t think they will/ i just can´t sit still
funny kind of ill/ idon´t wanna think about it
showed me that your love/ but it´s not enough
i can´t ever trust/ i don´t wanna think about it
you´re there by my side/ then i asked you why
could it be you lied?/ i don´t wanna think about it.

my phone rings but there´s no one there (hello?)
all my dreams have vanished in thin air
was it real when you said you´d care

once you kissed or did you dream it?
bought a gift but he´s not seen it
how´d you know he didn´t mean it?

when he´s gone it all goes wrong
smashed up your home now you´re alone

all of what you said/ goes round in my head
when i lie in bed/ i don´t wanna think about it
i´m too paranoid/ you could get annoyed/
so did other boys/ i don´t wanna think about it.
heard it all before/ gets to be a bore
god my head is sore/ i don´t wanna think about it