life is hard when it has no meaning.
i´ve never felt so low.
no one to blame out but myself,
so now i have to make things right.
if not, i´ll just sink deeper towards the bottom.
where did it all go wrong?
i have forgotten when.
i´m always failing the trials i´m face with.
i just hope that these tortured days will have an end.
i´d give anything to forget the thoughts that plague me.
what do you do when you want to forget a broken past?
fucking up is how your learn, i know, i´ve been here before.
but when the truth lays out before you, it has you dying cold.
searching for a way out, i can´t let this last forever.
now i will confront what i´ve fought with for so long.