the jitters þarký sözü

no one means what they say
and you can tell as clear as deep-sea fish
all internal organs and glowing eyes
i´ve been good, i´ve been busy
i´ve realized my friend´s true intentions
cut all ties
i´ve been doing ten thousand pushups a day
plastic cube filled with pus that sits atop my supervisor´s desk
the feeling of ice on the inside of a wrist
always tired, need a nap
i have to make myself brush my teeth
i´ve made a list of everything i´ve ever owned
when the days bring nothing new
and the sound of laughter makes you sick
and snide
you know you´ve got the jitters
nothing´s wrong, i´m just fine
i´ve realized i just don´t like jokes
i´m thinking of moving i can´t call anyone back
you can tell every time they lean away
when you just want to talk
you couldn´t buy their interest now
stolen cars in a heap
a naked body on the neighbor´s yard
when they let you down on cue
when you give up way before you even try
you know you´ve got
you´ve got the jitters
they glows as they near
then disappear
like highway signs on a starless night
and it´s so hard to tell who´s being fled
and who´s in flight