no matter what i do
or how i try
i can´t redeem myself
strip clean - pick up the pieces
start over again
who made the rules
who decides
when i´ve made up
paid up
ten months this time
twelve before
few others could take much more
do it right
how can i
when i´m not even given the chance
to correct the mistakes i´ve already made?
it´s so hard to live up to standards
when you don´t even know what they are
how can you expect me to change?