my life in the knife trade şarkı sözü

how many times have i noticed that our eyes hardly ever meet
from your judgement seat i can feel the anger for my very being
fill me in on when you became such a big part of my life
that i should bother with all your lies desigend to bring me down
wrong again don´t depend on any reaction again
i remember the icy walls that shot up from nowhere
and i can see every lie that you ever told yourself
you bleed me dry and i don´t ask why but i´m left with the dust
judas kiss i dismiss thank you all for this i am untouched

(refrain)
wait again i´m not trough with the screaming
i contend that you´ve got nothing better to do
trade my life for a barrel of gold
find someone else before i get too old
if i live my life for aesthetic gain will you repay me with all your shame

i can see every light inside your brain go on every time that i walk by for nods and whispers
your comfort in my suffering is no longer disturbing
i´m lost beyond your petty stopwatch in life´s real time

(refrain)

don´t get up i was only leaving the room and when the door of your judgements swings back around again
maybe i´ll stop to watch you and i´ll go on my way
i´ve seen quite enough of too many childish games
i´m ashamed of every moment that i ever gave them the time of day
all the worst of enemies are somehow always friends that used to be