tears of blood şarkı sözü

i sit and pick my brain each night
with an axe in my hand held tight
bite my nose to spite my face
killing myself, i can´t escape the rat race
wallowing in neck-deep misery
quicksand dissent, pressure free
deepest wounds are self inflicted
should i hope to be vindicted
always alone, society´s abortion
self mutilation, the daily portion
resentful past breeds hopeful future
with tears of blood, i remove the sutures
dying inside, emotions they hide
irreperable damage from the tears the i´ve cried
i climb from the sewer, the years that i have spent
self mutilation or my environment
chorus 2x:

tears of blood tears of blood
i cry i cry
tears of blood tears of blood
i die
deny myself for fear of being
is it over now, has my heart stopped beating
lying here just self defeating
my mind is empty, it won´t stop bleeding
twisted anger screams my brain
over the edge, i hang in pain
mouth locked shut my mind won´t swallow
with tears of blood, alone i wallow
no one to blame except myself
what you call masochism i call wealth
maybe its just a matter of pride
too sweet to end with suicide
peel the scab, pour salt in the wound
torturing myself, i´m forever doomed
looking east and west each and every moon
a peaceful rest comes someday soon
no one to blame except myself
what you call masochism i call wealth
is death life and do we live in hell?
chorus 3x

lead