anyone out there þarký sözü

[juicy "j"]
one cold winter of many tales
trails of blood left in frozen snow
a family slaughtered by a loved one, forgive scarecrow
i turned against god and everything that i cared for most
police arrived, candle light, butcher knives, bloody bedposts
found staked on the floor soaked in evidence of the root of violence
only a teen, sent to spend my final life in an insane asylum
so furious of past, i´m an adult i feel better now
but no matter, i tell them that i know they´ll never let me out
i rot in this dread, my only world´s the one in my head
i hate psycho-therapists, i walk amongst walking dead
everday, yes every-single day, peepin´ ways to escape
i got to find a way out this place, it´s a must, got to find a way
i´m pullin hair up out my freakin´ head yo
they trippin´ cause a nigga put his ass in a choke hold
i wanna go psycho and kick this mutha fuckin´ force boi
in a padded room i know i´ll never get up out this hole
i´m pacin´ back and forth across this room
i gotta think of somethin, man i got to make a move
the day i killed my fuckin´ family in a week or two
i got to get up back out there i wanna do it again fool
gettin´ cool with the old ass maintence man
i told him "if you help me out i´d put a lotta papes in your hand
i stashed a lotta dough in dirt before a nigga left it
if you help me out when i get out i´ll give you half on that deal"
the old man ready, he grinnin´, that stray
look here gramps, meet me at my door for the plan round ´bout 8
check it pops, you got to get a shovel and a pine box
put me in the ground and dig me out once they talk to the cops
i´m gonna need a slight overdose of some mother fuckin´ sleepin´ pills
so while i´m waitin in the dirt i won´t breathe up the air in here
sneak in the office get the keys off of dr. malique
and while you doin that i´ll take the pills so i fall asleep
i started feelin´ my awareness fadin´ away
i could slightly hear all the dirt gettin´ tossed on to the pine crate
i awoke and in my square waiting to be freed
but from the light i seen someone killed the maintence man that dormant
with me

i´m scared, is anyone out there?
damn, i´m scared is anyone out there?
i´m scared, is anyone out there?
damn, i´m scared is anyone out there?