insecurties þarký sözü

held back by walls of security, that
i just could never see, held people at arms length
devoid of human contact
cannot express emotion
i try with all my strength
what is the matter with me?
it seems that no one even cares
i´m blinded by my innocence
will no one be there for me?
when i dont understand.
covered in blankets of imagination
where i can talk to people without a
second thought
what if they´re laughing at me
i know i´m not good enough
so i won´t even try.....
god only knows what´ll keep us from dying
because eveytime i look around i see life as a big lie
yeah everybody´s saying "yeah i´m the one" yeah
"everybody came running to me"
but thats not how it works and it never did
you know i´m sorry it had to be this way
things got fucked up but thats okay....
...i´m sorry....
...i´m sorry....