break your heart þarký sözü

the bravest thing i´ve ever done
was to run away and hide
but not this time, not this time
and the weakest thing i´ve ever done
was to stay right by your side
just like this time, and every time
i couldn´t tell you i was happy you were gone
so i lied and said that i missed you when we were apart.
i couldn´t tell you, so i had to lead you on
but i didn´t mean to break your heart.

and if i always seem distracted
like my mind is somewhere else,
that´s because it´s true, yes it´s true

i like to dream that i´m alone
on my own and by myself
that means without you,
yeah, without you
i´ve got this feeling i don´t love you anymore
and i´m not so sure that i ever did right from the start
oh i´ve got this feeling i should not get you involved
but i wouldn´t want to break your heart

pride is a sneaky thing that makes me feel
like i have to follow through
even half-assedly, loving you
and truth is a word that i´d rather not use,
´cause it´s always capitalized
and it´s only falsehood in disguise
why must i always speak in terms of cowardice?
when i guess i should have just come out and told you right from the start
oh, why must i always tell you all i want is this?
i guess ´cause i wouldn´t want to break your heart

you said;
"what´d you think that i was gonna do,
curl up and die just because of you?
i´m not that weak, you know
what´d you think that i was gonna do,
try to make you love me as much as i love you?
how could you be so low?
you arrogant man,
what do you think that i am?
my heart will be fine
just stop wasting my time"

and now i know that you will be okay, and that i
got what i want and that´s rid of you
good bye
and it´s not cause i´ll be missing you
that makes me fall apart
it´s just that i didn´t mean to break
no i didn´t mean to break
no i didn´t mean to break
your heart
your heart