a long time ago i never knew myself. then the memory
of shame birthed its gift.
no more. the small one, the weak one, the frightened one.
running from beatings, deflating. i´m becoming more
than a man. more than you ever were. driven and burning
to rise beyond jesus.
i´m born again with snakes eyes
becoming godsize
i found my life was slipping through my hands. perhaps
through death my life won´t be so bad.
i can see you, can fuck you, inside of you. staring through
your eyes. belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me,
to realize my saving grasp. i of suicide. i the unlord.
i´m born again with snakes eyes
becoming godsize